I can't imagine, truthfully. [ he has been with nicky far longer than he was yusuf alone, he is so adjusted to nicky's presence, to all his idiosyncrasies and habits, accommodating without conscious thought because they are so woven together that it feels natural to follow the name nicky with joe. he is much more unused to being alone. ]
I don't think I thought so far ahead as to accept being parted from him when I chose this. A foolish mistake, but I will blame it on my old age.
( and accepting that it would be necessary doesn't make it any easier to bear, doesn't make her miss her less or wish in moments of selfishness to just be with her and nothing else.
but it's not who either of them are )
Belief is what we have, especially here. That we'll return again.
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Sometimes. ( but only alone can they ever be together, in complete silence and privacy. they lead a difficult life )
It's something we accepted when this began even if it's not simple.
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I don't think I thought so far ahead as to accept being parted from him when I chose this. A foolish mistake, but I will blame it on my old age.
[ he's elderly, moiraine! ]
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( and accepting that it would be necessary doesn't make it any easier to bear, doesn't make her miss her less or wish in moments of selfishness to just be with her and nothing else.
but it's not who either of them are )
Belief is what we have, especially here. That we'll return again.
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We will. Unfortunately, my sister needs me at the moment so I need to cut this short. You'll keep the device in now?
[ at least until they're back on the ship, come on girl. ]
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( she kids as if she'll only need it for him )
I will.
🎀
Hopefully I will see you soon.